did heath expect to take the fall....

maybe even before our chance encounter Heath being a new father had decided on a course to chart his destiny upon and maybe faking his death could have been a viable option for him. He could get away from the high cost of fortune and fame and the unbearable doldrums he became engulfed in.

a new dawn

and a new day and he hates me now and he is alive and well living and sometimes visitng the small city I now reside in. "She hates me now! She won't fuck me no more!"

well heathen honey if thats all i have been to u well adios, so long and saynora. I want more than a sex partner and at my age have not liked men or their abusive nature.
I stand as a solo gypsy laying my fruits upon the soil and gardening in my best way. I am a loner by birth right and by my own need to be safe, snug and sound. Men, heath are just nothing but a danger to me and thee and I do  so desire much more than a lay job in the bed routine once-in-a-great-while with anyone and that goes for Someone as stuck up and ego oleo over the head Known as a-list actor heath Ledger.

a day sleeper, that's me....

i have a tendency to fall asleep early in the morning or very late @ night. Being a part time writer and an astronomer doesn't leave much space for a normal early to bed early to rise lifestyle so I tend to sleep in some days. Especially if the day before had been hectic or I lost sleep.

I was asleep and unawares of JimLo intent on bringing Heath to my small 19 by 20 apartment in Drexel Hill PA.
But when I awoke to see Jim in my room and me still in bed and a handsome likeness to Heath Ledger standing over me like a vision of delight, I most assuredly did feel as if I were lost in a dream.

JimLo said to me that day,,,"Naomi, heres your honey..."

over 4 years ago

is when Heath and I set up a sexual spiral of downward flow. His body taut and thin and soft and oh so melting into mine---a dream more or less. No. That's exactly how it began. Like a dream.

extreme sexy hot toddy me up!

in all my born days I never knew I would be introduced to an actor of Heath Ledger's caliber and that I would as I was almost asleep at the wheel allowed him to be given my apartment key in order for him to visit whenever he'd care to.

I just didn't think that sex was the name of the game or that me being so much older that he would even have a fancy to kiss me least of all to make such soft and sweet music to my inner soul as well as my body.
But Heath Ledger and I were not meant to be.

I can imagine if Heath is still alive as I ....

believe him to be I am sure he will hate me even worser than he does know. This could be fiction, my own imagination or I did meet up with heath before he died and we had sexual intercouse from time-to-time.

heath ledger@

heathledger@gmail.com. What! How can this be. heath the heathenistic hot-to-trot always fucking them up and me yours truly Delephine.  So unreal or so it seems......

way back before Fox news reported Heath Ledger had died

i had met the actor known as Heath Ledger and we had a fling-thing and I am not going to lie and say I was in love with him or anything of the such as I do not believe in that kind of love but did find myself enamored of the patriot star and youthful actor that I have now come to despise.

Heath Ledger was introduced to me via a mutual friend of whom Heath had never met and though the details are sketchy of how this person we will call him simply JimLo this guy I knew felt it time for me to meet up with Heath and that is exactly what JimLo set out to do.